they'll only miss you when you leave.

Carissa's Weird -  They'll only miss you when you leave
 

not another sunrise another
another dry stale taste in your mouth
you walked away from waking up
inside the house
depending on the calm
you've been waiting for
thoughts spark a song
you loved so long ago
you can hear it now
they'll only miss you when you leave
so you try and stay awake
you just might be the love in their eyes
when they've subtracted all the times you sat there
trying not to say goodbye, goodbye

telephones and postcards with misshaped hearts beside the names
i've read this letter for the hundredth time today
i've rearranged, analyzed the words
tried to find something between the lines that wasn't there
at least now i can see through these worn out lines and torn up pages,
don't know how i'll fall asleep tonight

outside the window, awful weather
the storm will slowly close in on me
when it's time to leave
when it's time to leave
when it's time to leave

worn out lines and torn up pages
don't know how i'll fall asleep tonight

outside the window, awful weather
the storm will slowly close in on me
when it's time to leave
when it's time to leave

- somebody's celebrating his graduation, others are dancing at the nightclub, someone's having sex, another is writing his first book, but i'm just sitting in my leather chair and listening to the depressive music, fulfilling my blog, chatting with friends- please, somebody, make my days here more interesting! 

the nothing song.

Sigur Ros - Njosnavelin

Essil on
Essil on erifet al
Essil on
Essil on eriftel al
Essil on
 

-a very deep song, which automatically makes you blue and fulfils your head with different things, which had been kept soo deep in yourself and now they are in your mind again. very peaceful and at the same time depressive music. suits to my mood now- relaxed and a little bit depressed :) 

lost.

Coldplay - Lost

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing starts
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off…

- this music is soo powerful, but actually i like the acoustic one better. what do i have to say else? coldplay is the closest band to me and i am sure i woņ't change my opinion :) 

roads.

Portishead - Roads

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

Storm.. in the morning light
I feel
No more can I say
Frozen to myself

I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain't right
And surely that ain't right

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

How can it feel, this wrong
This moment
How can it feel, this wrong

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

- somethin's different. again downloading for no reason.  

 

hold on.

Angus and Julia Stone- Hold On

And I'm waiting for the day
I know you've got your part
And I'm waiting for the day
I know you'll have the heart

And I'm hoping that you'll say
That you loved me all this time
But it turns out just the same
And you break apart the things I find

Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what do you take me for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?

And I'm waiting for the day
Inside my mother's clothing store
And I'm waiting for the day
What am I waiting for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what do you take me for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what do you take me for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?

- something strange is happening with me too much of different thoughts in my mind which mis up everything.stop iiiit 
 

heavy in your arms.

Florence & The Machine - Heavy In Your Arms  

I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown.

I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown

My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall

I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms

And is it worth the wait
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand
Protecting both your heart and mine?

Who is the betrayer?
Who's the killer in the crowd?
The one who creeps in corridors
And doesn't make a sound

My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall

My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall

I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy, heavy
So heavy in your arms

This will be my last confession
I love you never felt like any blessing
(Ohhhh)
Whispering like it's a secret
Only to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart

Heavy heavy i'm so heavy in your arms
(i'm so) Heavy heavy i'm so heavy in your arms
(i'm so) Heavy heavy i'm so heavy in your arms
(i'm so) Heavy heavy i'm so heavy in your arms

I was a heavy heart to carry
my beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown

I was a heavy heart to carry
But he never let me down
When he had me in his arms
My feet never touched the ground

I'm so heavy, heavy in your arms.

Heavy, i'm so heavy in your arms.

-another song for thinking about something deep and sad.hope to see eclipse hahhaha i'm not the twilight saga fan,but as i've read all the 4 books, i wanna see them on the screen 
 

vaka

Sigur Ros-Untitled # 1

you sigh low tonight
you're so alone
you're so
you sigh low tonight
you're so alone
you're so
you're so low
you're so alone
you're so
you sigh low
you sigh low
you're so
(you're so)

you sigh low tonight
you're so alone
you're so
you sigh alot and fight
you're so lost
you're so
you fight so low
you're so alone
you sigh low
your sighs are low
you're so

- today i've organised a sigur ros evening for myself so the downloading evening. one of my favourite bands and -MASTERPIECE- that's how i would describe all their songs

draw your swords

Angus and Julia Stone- Draw Your Swords

See her come down, through the clouds
I feel like a fool
I ain't got nothing left to give
Nothing to lose

So come on, love, draw your swords
Shoot me to the ground
You are mine, I am yours
Let's not fuck around

'Cause you are the only one
'Cause you are the only one

I see them snakes come through the ground
They choke me to the bone
They tie me to their wooden chair
Here are all my songs

So come on, love, draw your swords
Shoot me to the ground
You are mine, I am yours
Let's not fuck around

'Cause you are the only one
'Cause you are the only one
Only one

'Cause you are the only one
The only one
'Cause you are the only one

The only one
The only one
The only one
The only one

So come on, love, draw your swords
Shoot me to the ground
You are mine, I am yours
Let's not fuck around

The only one
The only one
The only one
 

- that's what i can call a masterpiece. nothing really special, but the music& the words fascinate me, make me feel blue. actually, one of my favourite feelings while listening to songs. 

the weekend

Michel Gray - The Weekend

I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,  

I'm working, all week long,  
I dream the days away,
I wanna... sing my song  
so let the music play
I have to get my fix, and fly tonight
and when the clock strikes 6, on Fri-day Night
I need to blow it all away  

I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,  
I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,

I make it... what i can,  
I try, I try,
I'm shakin' up my plan  
and I.. feel fine
I'm saving all my soul and all my pain
so i can lose control on Sat-urday
I'm gonna blow it all away  

I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,  
I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,  
I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,
for the weekend to begin... 

I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,

I got to get my fix, and fly tonight,
and when the clock strikes 6 on Fri-day Night
I'm gonna blow it all away  

I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,  
I Can't,
I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin,  
I Can't,
I Can't wait.. for the weekend to begin..

- it has been my favourite for several week. a great tune actually.merci,geka 

pogo

Digitalism -Pogo

Yeah, woohoo
There's something in the air
There's something in the air
There's something in the air

Now where has it been
I mean the good old wild days
Became a bit too lame
Just take a look at my place
It's such a mess
But i'll be outta this space as soon as you tell me where the night is
You have to set up
Bring it on
Forward!

Yeah, woohoo
There's something in the air
woohoo
There's something in the air
Yeah, woohoo
There's something in the air

It's been quite of a while since i could experience your brightness
Now you've got a brighter smile and i think i'm going to like it
Talking 'bout the better things, you know how to maximize
Everything around you will become supersized
You have to set up
Away from
what matters
And get it prepared
Forward!

Yeah, woohoo
There's something in the air
Woohoo
There's something in the air
Yeah, woohoo
There's something in the air
Yeah, Woohoo
There's something in the air
Woohoo
'Cause i've been dreaming we could be the fire for this night
Can't stop
You have to set up

We could get so wasted if you would have come
(Bring it on)
We could get so wasted if you would have come
(Forward)
We could get so wasted if you would have come
(Set Up)
We could get so wasted if you would have come
(You have to set up)
We could get so wasted if you would have come
(Bring it on)
We could get so wasted if you would have come
(Forward)
We could get so wasted if you would have come
(Set Up)
We could get so wasted if you would have come
(You have to set up)

- this song is quite good to listen in case if you wanna download...but at the same moment it's a great background for the party.thanks,U 

we are the people

Empire Of The Sun - We Are The People

We can remember swimming in December.
Heading for the city lights in 1975.
We share in each other.
Nearer than farther.
The scent of a lemon drips from your eyes.
We are the people that rule the world.
A force running in every boy and girl.
All rejoicing in the world.
Take me now - We can try.
We lived an adventure
Love in the Summer.
Followed the sun till night
Reminiscing other times of life.
For each every other
The feeling was stronger.
The shock hit eleven - Got lost in your eyes.

I can't do well when I think you're gonna leave me. But I know I try.
Are you gonna leave me now.
Can't you be believing now.

I can't do well when I think you're gonna leave me. But I know I try.
Are you gonna leave me now.
Can't you be believing now.

Can you remember and humanize.
It was still where we'd energized.
Lie in the sand and visualize like it's 75 again.
We are the people that rule the world.
A force running in every boy and girl.
All rejoicing in the world.
Take me now - We can try.
I can't do well when I think you're gonna leave me. But I know I try.
Are you gonna leave me now.
Can't you be believing now.
I can't do well when I think you're gonna leave me. But I know I try.
Are you gonna leave me now.
Can't you be believing now.

I know everything about you.
Know everything about me.
Know everything about us.
(x2)

I can't do well when I think you're gonna leave me. But I know I try.
Are you gonna leave me now.
Can't you be believing now.
I can't do well when I think you're gonna leave me. But I know I try.
Are you gonna leave me now.
Can't you be believing now.

-merci,merci,Ivetaa.. 

black&blue

Miike Snow - Black&Blue

How long has it been, shall we get into it again?
Excuse, our disgrace we've had no time to paint the place
The dog is always barking at the mailman

I won't waste your time with my revelation
Hello my friend, I see you're back again
Hello mystery, don't bother to explain
How bout maybe, its all been in my head
Hey well I'm tired of this black & blue, black & blue

My dear, come again, your voice is fading out and in
Out of the laundry bin, I found my innocence again
The dog is always barking at the mainman

I won't waste your time with my revelation
Hello my friend, I see you're back again
Hello mystery, don't bother to explain
How bout maybe, its all been in my head
Hey well I'm tired of this black & blue, black & blue

Hello my friend, I see you're back again
Hello mystery, don't bother to explain
How bout maybe, its all been in my head
Hey well I'm tired of this black & blue, black & blue

-my ringtone at the moment,i know that Iveta has a good taste in music ;D 

hospital beds.

Cold War Kids- Hospital Beds

There's nothing to do here
some just whine and complain
in bed in the hospital
coming and going
asleep and awake
in bed at the hospital

tell me the story
of how you ended up here
I've heard it all in the hospital
nothing's sufficing
doctors on tour
somewhere in India

I've got one friend
laying across form me
I did not choose him
he did not choose me
we've got no chance of recovery
joy and hospital
joy and misery
joy and misery
joy and misery

put out the fire boys
don't stop don't stop
put out the fire on us
put out the fire boys
don't stop don't stop
put out the fire on us

bring the buckets by the dozens
bring your nieces and your cousins
come put out the fire on us

we are now fish and chips
italian opera
we are now fish and chips
italian opera

I've got one friend
laying across from me
I did not choose him
he did not choose me
we've got no chance of recovery
joy and hospital
joy and misery
the joy and misery
the joy and misery
the joy
the joy
the joy misery

put out the fire boys
don't stop don't stop
put out the fire on us
put out the fire boys
don't stop don't stop
put out the fire on us

bring the buckets by the dozens
bring your nieces and your cousins
put out the fire on us

- the joy and misery...

electric feel

MGMT - Electric Feel

All along the western front
People line up to receive.
She got the power in her hands
To shock you like you won't believe.
Saw her in the amazon
With the voltage running through her skin
Standing there with nothing on
She's gonna teach me how to swim

Ooh girl
Shock me like an electric eel
Baby girl
Turn me on with your electric feel

Ooh girl
Shock me like an electric eel
Baby girl
Turn me on with your electric feel

All along the eastern shore
Put your circuits in the sea
This is what the world is for
Making electricity
You can feel it in your mind
Oh you can do it all the time
Plug it in and change the world
You are my electric girl.

Ooh girl
Shock me like an electric eel
Baby girl
Turn me on with your electric feel

Ooh girl
Shock me like an electric eel
Baby girl
Turn me on with your electric feel

Do what you feel now
Electric feel now
Do what you feel now
Electric feel now
Do what you feel now
Electric feel now
Do what you feel now
Electric feel now
Do what you feel now
Electric feel now

- actually when i'm listening to MGMT's music, i start to wish a waterpipe in front of me :D hahaha i think that's a good idea to try smoking waterpipe and at the same time listen to this track(:

Embers

Just Jack - Embers

The facts and the figures
They overwhelm and stifle
Everything that you thought you knew

The facts and the figures
They overwhelm and stifle
From the very first breath you drew

The facts and the figures
They overwhelm and stifle
And the petty decisions
That you think make a difference

So tiny that they blow away like dust
So tiny that they blow away like dust
So tiny that they blow away like dust

Through all the devilish things we do
Through all the devilish things we do
Through all the devilish things we do
Through all the devilish things we do
 
Through all the devilish things we do
(I can't help my stupid hopes)
Through all the devilish things we do
(I can't help my stupid hopes)
Through all the devilish things we do
(I can't help my stupid hopes)

Through all the devilish things we do
(I can't help my stupid hopes)
Through all the devilish things we do
(I can't help my stupid hopes)

Facts and the figures
The overwhelming stifling
Everything that you thought you knew

So tiny that they blow away like dust
We are all embers from the same fire
We are all embers from the same fire
We are all embers from the same fire
We are all embers from the same fire

- got this song from Undy, thankful to her. It gives me some force for action :)